Ted Bundy
Dying in an inevitable part of everyone’s life. Usually we expect to get old and then die. Sometimes we get sick, we fight it and for some reason death over comes us and it's over. But, in my opinion the worse way of dying is being murdered. You just don’t see it coming, sometimes you don’t even get a chance to fight. One second you are walking on the campus and next day they find your lifeless body. That is what I am afraid of the most.
To overcome this fear, I started doing research on people who would actually do something like that. Someone who takes other’s life just for fun! We call them serial killers, some call them monsters, but the horrifying fact is they are just like us. None of them thought when they grow up, they want to become a serial killer! Yes, some start feeling the urges to kill in a younger age. It has been said that Ted Bundy committed his first murder of an 8 years old girl when he was only 14 years old. This has never been proven or he has never confused to this but there are many evidence that shows us this was the case.
My point is Ted Bundy looks like one of us. He doesn’t have horns or red demon eyes. He was actually found very attractive by many females.
My first instinct was to watch his interviews. I wanted to see what makes this guy so special that after 40 years they still make movies and documentaries about him. While watching the interviews my focus was only on his face and connecting it to his words. I watched his last interview over 50 times until something hit me.
His face never really changed when he was talking about the things he has done, when he talked about how violence in pornography triggered him to do this things or other horrible things he has done, his face didn’t really change. Even when the interviewer asked him how he feels that he will be executed the next morning? Still not change until he starts talking about not being able to stop himself from going back and killing more people, his face finally changed and then I had my answer. He does have a weakness. He is afraid of who he is and that’s something you can never scape from just like death.
